Fri, Mar. 30th, 2007, 03:13 am
Well its been a while, so life is alright, I'm off to Indiana for the National Fencing Club Championships for the 3rd straight year, maybe I'll win this year? NOT I'm so out of shape and under weight it isn't even funny, but you know what I don;t care I leave for France in a month, then i come back and I get to see Damien Rice, well I guess life isn't to bad.
Sun, Feb. 25th, 2007, 09:45 am
Yeah so I forgot again my name and password for this, but now I have no Girl friend, my dog just died and Life is ok. Congrats to all of you who's life is going OK, for those who it isn't I'm sorry. Hit me up if you need to talk. Later all!
Ok so I know it has been a long time since I wrote in this and you all are probably thinking “Man I wish I knew what Pat has been up to!” Well I have been yup too a whole lot of nothing. The only thing I can say is that the new Coheed & Cambria CD is fucking sweet. I have been listening to it for 2 days straight now. It is by far one of the best Albums I now own. If you like them, buy it!
Other then that Peace out!
So this sumer has sucked hard nuts. No one calls me and I do a whole lot of nothing. I have gone to the bar a few times and it was really sweet the last time I went to oldies night and everyone of my friends was hanging out with my ex and none of them even said Hi to me. Larry and Randy did, but no one else. I can't wait come 3:00 pm tomarrow I go on vacation. It will rock! Later. Call me if you want to hang out.
Tue, Apr. 26th, 2005, 02:14 am
What A Weekend!
Okay, so this weekend was just the thing that I needed in my life. I’m so happy for my friends who got married this weekend. It was sweet hanging out with spogey and M.Tom; we had a blast and got wasted. I think we proved to both the bride and the grooms families that Phi Taus know how too drink. I also had a blast because I met someone at the wedding. Yes that is right Pat met a girl at the wedding, and I’m not too sure where it will go, but I hope it does go somewhere. The only thing that sux is that she goes to a school in a different state.
So this weekend has proved to me that things do sometimes happen for a reason or at least, some things can make other things better. There is a reason to live. I think that this last weekend might have just been the thing to get me out of this depressive funk I have been in and finally move past all the things that were troubling me. And if I do happen to fall back into my funk, at least I now know that there are things that will make me happy and events that I don’t want to miss.
Mon, Apr. 18th, 2005, 08:58 pm
Ok, so this was one of the best weekends I have had in a long time. Nothing too exciting, but it was a lot of fun. Until my buddy puked all over my car when I was doing 75 mph on I-75. But the Mae concert at MSU was sweet. So it made up for that. If you ever get a chance to see them live go see them.
So I’m alone in the world. I don’t have anyone to say “I love you” to and no one to sleep next to at the end of the day. But I’m glad that my friends do. One of my good friends is getting married this weekend and I’m in the wedding. I don’t have a date. But that’s ok. I don’t really want to take one. I have also begun to realize that I still don’t do what I want to do most of the time. Or say what I want to say. Its not that I’m scared to say it, but I’m afraid that what will be said back won’t be what I want to hear. But oh well, if you’re in Mt. Pleasant I’ll be at the Bird tonight after midnight if you want to get drunk.
Fri, Apr. 15th, 2005, 03:27 pm
Here We Go
Ok so a few things. One, It's not that I have been lying completely to myself, but I have been trying to act like things don't get to me when they really do. I know I can say that I won't let them bother me and they will. But I'm content living the lie. I did it for 8 months before I can do it again. Two, if your going to leave me a post it would be nice to know who I am talking too. You don't have to leave your name but something that clues me into who you are. If you could do that it would be sweet.
Everyone have a good weekend. I'll try me best too. Later people!
So I just figured out that I have been lying to myself for a while now. I say that I don't let things bother me or that I "just don't care", but I do let stuff bother me and I do care, granted it isn't as much as I use to, but I still do. So here is the deal. I really don't care anymore. I will from now on do what I want to do (or who)when ever I want to. And if anyone has a problem with that they will get my nut in their eye! Granted I will still work hard, do what I have to for my fraternity, and well school is another post; but I am going to do what makes me happy, even if it is temporary.
I am looking forward to this weekend. On Friday I head out to Midland for the ASA formal. I'm going with chip's little sister. it should be fun, if there is any drama it will not involve me at all. Sat is our Phi Tau Forty Year formal down in Troy. That will be a night filled with drama. So I'm glad that Brem and I are going to MSU for a free concert. Mae is playing. I sugest that anyone not doing anything on Sat around 7 pm, go down to MSU and check out this band. Then brem and I are going down to troy staying for a drink or two then getting back in the car and heading back to Mt. pleasant.
Wed, Apr. 13th, 2005, 07:54 pm
RIDDLE ME THIS?
So riddle me this. Why is it that we walk into situations or events even when we know the out come? Do we really think that it will change from the time before? I find it pathetic that I keep doing the same thing over and over again knowing what the outcome will be. Yet I still hope it will change. There is another thing that will kill a human-being. HOPE. Hope is a joke. All it does is set us up for failure. I'm sick of failing, yet I keep doing the same thing over and over again. I feel like I'm in the movie Groundhog's Day. The only thing different is that the day is not the same one, just the situations. AND I STILL DO THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER. If anyone feels the need to discuss this more with me leave a post or if you're in Mt. Pleasant I'll be up at the Bird after midnight.
So I was woken up this morning by a really loud smoke detector going off in my room. The Mt. Pleasant fire department came by for a house inspection. Now I think if my alarm clock was as loud as my smoke detector, I would probably be doing better in school. That dame thing can wake anything out a dead sleep.
So last night went ok. Our work meeting took no time at all. So we got out of there pretty early. I came back home and cleaned my room and got drunk. The only thing that sucked was the fact that I lost my songbook will all the songs I wrote. I cannot find it anywhere. I am rather pissed off about it. So I have to re write everything, and unfortunately some of the songs were new so I really don't remember them. Oh well, maybe they'll be better this time around.